Friday, February 14, 2003

Bag an the Saddle

Bagan, Myanmar
14 February 2003


A balloon over Bagan, Mayanmar, at dusk. Photo by Michael Seto

The late afternoon sun warms my back as the swift breeze cools the sweat on my forehead; I shiver at the temperature difference and guide my bike down the narrow paved road. Around me, open fields with uncultivated grass and the occasional tree run away to the horizon. The sky blue and clear, I can see the distant foothills surrounding this valley.

Rust colored stupas stick up all around me, like oilcans, their spires gesturing skyward. The come in all different sizes, from a small outhouse to a ten story building. Each dedicated to Buddha and housing a statue or altar within. Some stand out starkly with whitewashed exteriors, others glisten brilliantly, the sun bouncing off golf plated domes.

The area of Bagan ranks as one of the least known Southeast Asian wonders, being situated in the reclusive country of Burma (Myanmar); long boycotted by the West at the urging of Aun Sung Suu Kyi, the charismatic leader of the democratic opposition to the military regime in control. Overtaken by Angkor Wat in Cambodia, Bagan beckons off the beaten track travellers with its own bucolic charm.

Waking up to roosters crowing and the rhythmic clickity-clack of horseshoes on the road, one feels transported back to Victorian times. In the early morning, a fog of cooking smoke clings at the ground and hugs the trees lining the streets. The smell of wood fires reminiscent of camping. Few cars go by, the roads dominated by horse carts, rickshaws, and the ubitquitous bicycle, all accompanied by pedestrians meandering to whatever obscure chores beckon.

Early in the morning, columns of scarlet robed monks appear like apparitions from the smoke, collecting alms and food in black lacquer bowls. Shaved heads bowed, they move from house to house, shop to shop, as locals dole out steamed rice or curries. Most Burmese are devout Buddhists.

Less inured to foreign tourists, the Burmese exude a friendliness and guilelessness that welcomes a jaded traveler, tired of incessant touts. Wide grins and a shouted "mingalaba" (hello) greet you at every turn. Kids and adults wave with genuine pleasure. To think that such happiness exists under a military dictatorship, where internet access is banned, surprises.

The tourist infrastructure here lacks the polish and choice of more developed Angkor Wat, but the enthusiasm of the service makes up for all the shortfalls. I stay at the May Kha Lar guesthouse for $7 per night and rent a bicycle to tour the area.

The town of Bagan was moved overnight by government diktat to New Bagan, though a few hotels still stand in now Old Bagan, with small village of Nuang Yu forming the hub of the tourist area. A paved ring road of about 12 miles links all three towns and the 'international' airport and takes you through the spectacular fields of payas and stupas and temples.

The Bagan catalog lists over 2,800 structures still standing, within the 80 square kilometer archaeological site. Three-dozen large multistory sites provide ample exploration for a week, especially when cruising leisurely from one to another on a bike.

Exotic named temples abound: Ananda Pahto, That Byin Nyu, Mingala Zedi, Dhammayan Gyi Pahto. The latter looks like a sixty foot tall soft-serve ice cream cone, gilded in gold leaf, it shimmers in the sun. Others reach skyward in the typical five pronged design that seems imitated in two-thirds of the structures, all built during 1000-1400 AD.

I turn off the road onto a dirt trail, pulled toward some distant spires. Bouncing past fields, oxen, farmers, as I make my approach. The various temples are still used for worship by the local people and Buddhist monks abound, meditating or collecting alms. With little regulation or supervision, one can wander at will around most sites, climbing hidden stairs to higher levels and gazing at the Buddha statues in relative isolation. With so many places to go, its easy to avoid other tourists and find solitude.

Sunset brings the most activity, with two or three of the larger temples becoming the focal point for tourists, disgorged from buses which themselves materialize from nowhere. Chattering hordes climb the steep stupas deigned the 'best sunset view' as a hot-air balloon from Balloons over Bagan drifts past. I cycle past the circus and find Khaymingha temple half a mile away. Here with just four others and a handful of locals, I watch the light turn orange then red and bathe the landscape with soft light, turning the red-rust temples incandescent.

Each day I mount my bike and head off in a random direction. No plan in my mind. No limit to my time.

BBRIIIiiing a liiinnnnng liiiiinnngg! I ring the little bell on my bike, ostensibly to warn other road uses, but I just love the sound of it! BRRRINNNNNG!! The bike sports a basket up front and one speed and a comfy bucket seat. Its the kind you owned at eight years old, the kind with tassels streaming from the handlebars and colored straws or old bare tennis balls decorating the spokes.

The tires growl as they grip the road while I weave from side to side, taking advantage of the dearth of traffic. Goat herds chew at weeds on the roadside while children's laughter wafts through the trees, coming from clusters of dirt-brick homes just off the road.

BBRIIIiiing a liiinnnnng! LIIIInnnnng a liiing! Kids turn and run and wave - I wave back. MINGALABA!! BRRIIINGGG! The bell calls like Peter's pipe.

The five days in Bagan went by quickly, each blending into the other in a enchanting monotony reminiscent of summers as a child. Those long days when the sun never set; when one never tired of running around in the grass; when you could stay in the pool all day before pruning; when scrapes healed overnight; when you spent all day goofing off with your friends; when adults came from an enigmatic alien race; and when a tuna fish sandwich and lemonade in the cool shade of your kitchen tasted like ambrosia. I never thought I would grow up.

The malaise hanging over me from Vietnam, as much my own internal mood as the external environment, evaporated in the warm dry sun of Burma. I was truly in the "beginner's mind" and back in the saddle again.

"...for I was rich, if not in money, in sunny hours and summer days, and spent them lavishly; nor do I regret that I did not waste more of them in the workshop or the teacher's desk."

- Henry David Thoreau

Saturday, February 1, 2003

Hong Kong Ten Years Later

Hong Kong
1 Feb 2003

The Hong Kong Harbor and skyline as seen from The Peak of Central. Hong Kong is actually an island like Manhattan is to New York. This is circa 1994. Photo by Michael Seto

"And then one day you find,
ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run,
you missed the starting gun
"

- Pink Floyd, "Time"

I walked through the new Chek Lap Kok concourse, marveling at its shimmering floor and soaring roof above me. No lines awaited me at immigration. I recalled Hong Kong's old airport at Kai Tak, where one literally sprinter like OJ Simpson from the gate to immigration to avoid the inevitable long lines in that antiquated and cramped terminal.

Ten years ago I walked down the short ramp out into the greeting area at Kai Tak, mesmerized by the sea of faces and the cacophony of Cantonese with a smattering of English, Tagalog, Hindi, and Mandarin. Bewildered, I finally spied my aunt and her driver who took me out to their home in Repulse Bay, where I lived for three months.

My parents grew up in Hong Kong and I planned to spend six months here working at my uncle's bank while waiting to start law school in the fall, and perhaps reconnect with my withered Chinese roots. (I thank my Uncle Jimmy for his generous invitation ten years ago.)

I ended up remaining in Hong Kong for five years. My life changed completely. I stumbled into a career where I forged professional and material success. I fell in love, got married; then fell out of love and got divorced. I met a group of kindred spirits, the kind of people that thronged to Hong Kong in the early Nineties - and they remain lifelong friends.

I left Hong Kong in New York, accepting a transfer from my employer to work in the Big Apple at the end of 1997, shortly after the handover of HK to Chinese control.

Ten years pass and the prodigal son returns! Taking the the world's longest contiguous escalator to the Mid-Levels; I strolled past my first flat on Castle Road. The place barely fit a twin mattress into the each of two closet sized bedrooms. A kitchen, living room and bathroom filled the remainder of this 350 sq ft shoebox. Sitting on the couch, my feet reached the TV. I spent a few months here with my best friend Steve, where we killed many a brain cell drinking bottles of Tsingtao and watching Simpsons on tape.

Back then, my ex-pat friends and I clamored for tapes from family in the States, and we held TV parties to a packed house anytime a tape of Simpsons and Seinfeld arrived. Infatuated with the world of finance, I wanted more than anything to work for an American bulge bracket firm. Everyday, Morgan, Goldman and Merrill figured prominent in the financial headlines as the American investment expanded in Asia. Finally, hard work and luck landed me in Three Exchange Square, Morgan Stanley's offices.

I dedicated myself to work, arriving at 7am and leaving at 9pm, straight for beers at Yelt's Inn in nearby 'Lanky' Fong. We took perverse pride in being at our desks over the weekend and late into the night. At this age, we knew we had to make the most of these 'productive years' and max out our career trajectories.

In those days, my friends and I met at "Am'scam", the monthly Young Professionals Committee happy hour sponsored by the American Chamber of Commerce. Every other person there seemed to hand over a card printed in the subway station announcing their recent arrival and job-searching status! I reigned among the supreme networkers (from what I am told) - handing out hundreds of business cards in my HK time.

Five nights a week we stumbled around Lan Kwai Fong (the main bar area) drunk most of the time, smoking Cuban cigars and locating friends on cellphones. Double drinks at Graffitis and jello shots at Al's dictated the evening's wanderings around bars that opened and closed every two years. 'Work hard, party harder' became everyone's mantra.

Brits, Canadians, Americans, Indians, assorted ambitious folks from everywhere came to Hong Kong seeking their fortune. They came and went in those days, staying either one year or five. Over five years seemed to take you straight to ten, do not pass Go. Many of my friends still reside here, pushing for the fifteen year mark.

Returning to my old office, I walked into the lobby of Three Exchange Square, the same elevator ride I took for years when I lived and slaved here. The office, filled with many familiar and many more unfamiliar faces looked just as I left it. Warm handshakes and smiles from old colleagues welcomed me.

On the way out, I walked by Haagen Daz where a young fresh faced twenty-something woman first interviewed me for Morgan Stanley in 1994 she looked barely old enough to drink and here she was asking grizzled war-vet ol' me about myself! I ended up getting a job, Linda (the young woman) and I are still friends, and we always joke about that interview.

A few days later at the American Club cafe, I joined five old friends for lunch. Instead of the bragging about our hangovers and the latest clubs in Wan Chai (my recollection of our past); now talk revolved around which schools their kids attended and ease of raising them with HK's affordable maid and driver lifestyle. They all have lived 10 years.

This week passed in a kaleidoscope of lunches, dinners and drinks with old friends, most of whom I met back in the heady Asian gold rush days, when China and HK were the 'internet' stocks of the emerging market universe. Their collective generosity embarrassed me as they hardly let me open my wallet to pay for anything. An old friend even let me crash at her pad for the week and drink up all her coffee.

Interestingly, the places frequented by my ex-wife and I triggered less nostalgia than those that I associate with people still prominent in my life. My ex remarried and lives in London, and we still pass one another cordial emails a couple times a year. I hold wonderful memories of married life and my very kind and generous and compassionate ex, but perhaps I feel that chapter is closed and thus more distant than the ongoing relationships with my still current friends. Maybe that bears further exploration some time.

The last weekend, I rode out to Repulse Bay on the #6 bus from Central. In 1993, the bus creaked along without air conditioning and in the sweltering summer months, I'd fight for a seat near the window. Now I sat shivering in the luxurious AC bus, emblematic of the improvement in quality of life in HK.

Lounging around a friend's balcony overlooking Repulse Bay, her two kids pull her from social duties every few minutes, either chasing her two year old son around, or breast feeding her infant every two hours. Another friend there and her husband await their first child due in nine weeks and the discussion dances from Iraq to sonograms. We drink coffee instead of beer and work through the who is doing what and where among our old 'gang' of HK friends.

In the past five years many have moved on but weddings seem to bring us together every year in exotic places ranging from Cape Town to Newfoundland, Bali to Tuscany. Each celebration brings news of births and birthdays, a few more gray hairs and wrinkles and talk of losing ten pounds. Is this as good as it gets? I hope so.

Returning to any old place that figures prominent in one's life provides a benchmark for one's "progress". Its like a before and after picture for Jenny Craig. Wow, we ask ourselves incredulously, "I wasn't like THAT was I?!" That silly, that dumb, that immature, that ignorant. The serendipity of it all becomes self-evident. At the time, decisions seemed fraught with confusion and my life felt arbitrary and capricious as I flailed about. Trivial seemed monumental, monumental now clearly trivial.

As I look back, I can now distinguish my path through the woods, the trail twists and turns, but never fails to move me forward toward some as yet unseen, but perhaps glimpsed destination. But any notion of control I try to relinquish, knowing its vanity and futility.

As I prepared to leave Hong Kong for New York, ready for a change of surroundings, especially after an amicable divorce I took a last scuba trip to the Maldives with 20 good friends from HK. There I stumbled upon a book that led me to seek out a personal transformation teacher in the US. (Read Michael Crichton's fabulous "Travels" for more inspiration. My most favorite book.)

New York served as a cauldron for me, mixing work and my own personal growth through meditation and yoga (and golf). As I stirred the mixed ingredients in the pot it became clear that the time for me to take to the road again had arrived. In 2001 I left work and NY and friends and possessions behind to start this journey around the world - as most readers of this Travelogue know.

Ten years from now, the retrospective on my four years in New York and this world journey hopefully will bring as much insight to me as this return to Hong Kong has.

Watch this space!

"I am grateful for every minute of my silly little life."

- Lester Burnham, "American Beauty"